Doing "work"

YO.

So.......... kinda peed off again. Once more because of She Who Shall Not Be Named. She's round his house. She was supposed to be staying for the weekend because she's going on holiday with a friend and since she had to drive up to Manchester they thought they could meet up. Well they were arguing a lot and decided that it wasn't best. But that little bitch managed to do it anyway by claiming that her friend didn't understand the arrangements so she called his MUM and asked if she could stay over. Of course they said yes, but he was pissed. I was pissed too because it meant that I then couldn't talk to him, because she always gets in the fucking way. I got several messages from him just being generally fed up with her shit. One at 6am saying that she had kept him up until that time just arguing with him. It makes me so mad! 1) because I don't like the thought of her yelling at him and putting him in a bad mood and 2) because he isn't telling her to fuck off because of it.

He casually mentioned that he was sleeping on the floor, as a way I think of assuring me that they were not sleeping together. But I can't fucking help my paranoid fucking brain going off on one. I just keep thinking that he is spending time with her and not me and it makes me jealous, and that she will be trying to sleep with him and look her fucking best and FUCK.

JUST FUCK OFF GIRL.

Fuzzy, you seriously need to nut up and just tell her to piss off. It's past the point of ridiculous. She is just making things worse for herself by dragging it out. She is making you unhappy by arguing with you all the time. She's also ruining our relationship in so many ways! We can't progress in ways we want to because you're always worried about being secretive and not letting her know and even when we're together she is always in the way. Texting you. Calling you. Putting you in a bad mood so that it affects the time you spend with me. I wish I could say this to your face but it isn't my place. I just hope you come to realise this by yourself soon.

Despite all that I am really looking forward to going up to Liverpool in 8 days! =D We can do so much.... it'll be awesome. I've just realised as well that it will be Guy Fawkes when I am up there! How fucking cool is that!?

Really looking forward to it, want all this work to just hurry up and piss off so I can be with my fuzzy.

Rhubarb xxxx